Saturday, June 26, 2010

Miss.

I am so going to miss 02/10 viper platoon 1 section 3.

I would miss the laughter I hear before I enter the room.
I would miss the cock password we set for entering our room.
I would miss everyone zapping aziz together.
I would miss gosipping about other people with them.
I would miss playing a virtual street fighter with ck.
I would miss having an excellent buddy 1313.
I would miss jacon's unique way of disturbing everyone and not lettin anyone have the opportunity to disturb him.
I would miss noparat.
I would miss disturbing Jun when he is asleep.
I would miss the super kind and always forgiving Joel a.
I would miss talking maple with gilroy.
I would miss so Many. So many. So many things.

I would miss section 3.

I miss.

I miss those days where i know everything about my friends. What happened to them, what they did, what they are about to do, and what they are doing. Now in NS, all i can do is hope that there is a slight chance that i can catch up with them on week ends.

I guess this is growing up for you. You lose touch with your close friends, and start to know more about completely new people.

It's like a fucking cycle.

Firstly when you just graduated from primary school, you entered an environment where you are very afraid to talk to people etc. And when you get a bunch of good friends, guess what? You have to move on! Poly, JC.

When you go to JC and attempt to make new friends, here comes A levels, that would screw up upside down and not giving you any chance to be with your friends.

And when A's is finally over, the country comes in and take you away from your friends and keep you in an environment where all the people around you are guys, and are facing the same problem as you.

After spending time and living together for 4 months, its time to move on again. Move on to unit, to sispec, to ocs.

I can see it already. A few months later i have to be seperated from my friends again, and 2 years later seperated from my army friends to go to U, 6 years later seperated from my U friends to go to work, and so on.

Its like a fucking cycle. And i hate it.

But sadly its something we all have to deal with. Something i quote from my old blog post.

"Change is scary, but its also inevitable. It is up to you to make the best out of it."

But right now its kind of hard for me to make the best out of it.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Oh gawd.

Omg. I didn't know that dancing in a club like place could be so damn high sia. Omg. I might love clubbing. Shit.

Weird.

It's weird how people only cherish things after they are about to lose them.

Memories.

I want to go back to that week...

From one trainwreck to another.

Passed ippt. But how the heck am I suppose to cut down 2 minutes from my soc. Lol

Sunday, June 20, 2010

I Beg To Differ.

"Ns is 2 years in which you have no worries."

I don't think so.

2 Different Songs Which Feels The Same To Me.

Vienna, The Fray

The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee well

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Only so many words that we can say
Spoken upon long-distance melody
This is my hello
This is my goodness

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me
Am I already gone?

So this is your maverick
This is Vienna

The Scientist, Coldplay


Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Help me.

It fucking hurts so much.

I Am So Happy I Am Here.

It's weird. 4 months pass by so quickly. Now I feel like I will miss them. Everyone of them.

Peng Ho
Chee Kian
Noparat
Omar
Gilroy
Jian Yong
Fazli
Yi Hao
Aziz
Jacon
Joel A
Clarence
Joel B
Jun yang
Jun

Section 3, 10/01, Viper

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

100 dollars.

Silver for ippt got 100 dollars? That's mine man.

Soc

Eh. Why is my tag still on? :)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Quote

Tough times don't last. Tough man do.

Standard obstacle course

Soc had brought a new meaning to the word shag.

Everybody's Changing

"Everybody's Changing"

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Everything's Changing

Ns Changes Everything.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Omniknight.

Ultimate cast.

我不挣扎反正我也没差

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

Close combat instructor

I tried. People laughed at me. But I don't care. At least I tried. Those who laugh at me and ask me to quit are just jealous that I dare to pursue something I love very much even though I suck at it!! :)

原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁

白杨木 影子被拉长
象我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁