Combination.

Fear + Helpless.

Count Down To ORD...

Now - 15 Month
CNY - 14 Months
Henry's Birthday - 13 Months
Audrey $ ZhiZheng's Birthday - 12 Months
ZhiZheng Enlist - 11 Months
My Birthday - 11 Months
Timothy's Birthday - 9 Months
Me And Dear Dear's 1 Year Anniversary - 6 Months
EeLing's Birthday - 6 Months
Xmas - 4 Months
CNY - Count Down 100 Days?

FRICK. STILL GOT SO LONG.... ZZZZ

Shagballs.

Long Week...

Dream.

"Gaudi, to his credit, never gave up on his dream, but that's not usually how it goes. I mean, usually, it isnt a speeding bus that keeps the brown pointy, weird church from being built. Most of the time, its just too difficult or too expensive, or too scary. It's only once you've stopped that you realize how hard it is to start again. So you force yourself not to want it. But its always there. Until you finish it its always gonna be."

Randomness Post From Facebook.

"A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will for fall each other.. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong timing, maybe too late, or maybe forever."
-dave matthews

Count down.

23 days.

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Love sick

Heart heart heart heart.

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It's amazing.

It's amazing how a few minutes of talking can revitalise someone so fully.

Lucky

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohhohhohhohh

Hearts

2 hours. Hearts Hearts :)

Happy.

For once i'm sincerely happy. Hope things turn out well...

Freely.

Sian. I feel like i cant blog freely. LOL

Happy.

I'm So Happy That I Am Smiling Before I Went To Bed Every Night... :):)

The Moment When It All Started

121010 1913

The Only Exception.

"But you are the only exception..."
- The only exception, Paramore

Perfect.

101010 1010

Free.

I'm Officially Free! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Deciding.

Deciding saturday

Copyright.

Omg why all copy my idea. Im gonna start collecting copy right man.

Current wishlist omg.

1. Sweater
2. Guitar hero
3. Sergeant shirt from topman
4. Topman jeans
5. Polo tee for booking in
6. Learn boxing
7. Learn how to dance
8. Learn guitar
9. Berms

Omg. So many things to get. Next month die le....

Fuck this man.

Things I am afraid of, environment change and being alone. Congrats. This is what just happened to me today.

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Ippt fail.

WTF LOL. FROM NEA AILVER TO FAIL IN 2 MONTHS. WTFFFFFF.

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Count down.

3 months.

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FML.

Guard duty on the week I feel like going home the most. Fuck my life.

Fear.

I've finally know what is the problem with me! I'm afraid of a change of environment! Which sucks. Cos this mean i have to carry this with me for the rest of my life.

To Myself.

Never wake up in the afternoon on sundays. Cos that would mean i only have less than 9 hours to spend.

Stress.

Stress Stress. Im Fucking Stress Right Now.

Mind Fuck.

And the mind fucking begins all over again...

Statistics.

"Statistics mean nothing to the individual."

Past.

Do i really not wanna move to the past? Where I've had so much, so much. Now i have nothing. And i am saying that i prefer now? How optimistic. How fake. Maybe being fake and avoiding the problem, is the problem with me.

Confession.

Everytime I see your picture or read my diary about the times in the past, I miss you. Without fail, everytime I would wonder what really happened and what drove you away. We were so close..

But I'm pretty sure it's my fault. But I dunno why exactly. So now I'm going to say I'm sorry for anything that I've did. Will you forgive me and bring back to the oldern times? The times where we can talk to each other about anything, how we can spend the entire day together shopping or talking.

I really miss you a lot my friend. I don't even know if you know that I am talking to you of not. I don't even known if you follow my blog anymore. But if you do, and you read this, please forgive me.

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Shack out.

Omg. Now I realize that after walking for 28 km, your body will operate in such a way that every movement would trigger a cramp. LOL

Pursuit of happyness.

" Don't let somebody tell you you can't do something. Not even me. Alright? You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. You want something, go get it. Period. "

- Pursuit of happyness

My friend.

I miss you my friend...

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Passion.

Omg my passion for video editting is back!!!

Forever.

Saw This On A Friend's Facebook... Lol.

"When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died.When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended." 


- Achmad Nasrun

Journey

"Who cares what happens when we get there, when the getting there, has been so much fun??

- Will Schuester from Glee

Fucked Up!

This Is Fucked Up! Fucked Up!

Whats Wrong With Me?

Oh Gawd. What's Wrong With Me.

56th BSLC Platoon 1 Section 2

Guoliang's girl and being obsessed with oishi pizza
Clarence's "hurry up. They knock it down already!!"
Sim's "watup~ and gua ji gua lampa"
Nas's drug
Eugene's ILVB swimming trunks
Gilroy's ziplock phone and fire starter
Junyang's yogurt
Jacon's guailan
Jit's "eh eh eh! And 去刷牙liao~
Rayner's over Zealousness
Jeffrey's premature ejaculation
Mok's hara mok.

I going to miss this man. No doubt, it would be another tekong like seperation. But I've learn to deal with it already. Nothing is too hard if I try my very best. Therefor I would.

Soc.

Sispec soc with an additional 700m infront has gave a new defination to the word shag.

Wtf?

Wtf man. What kinda dream is that. LOL

Confused feelings.

CF
OE
NE
FL
UI
SN
EG
DS

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Fc.

It's so fucking complicated I have problems with it.

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Vocation.

Actually I don't mind any particular vocation. Lol. As long as I am with this group of people, I'm satisfied...

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Bored.

New spelling of Bored= kaisheng.

Sometimes.

Sometimes the very one stopping yourself from getting over is you yourself. It is all in the mindset. If you think that u cannot give up, cannot get over, than you can't. If u start to look at things or look at her differently, things would be very very different. Just something to comment.

It's all about how you think. I strongly believe it that. Cos ive gotten out due to this believe.

Memories.

You may find that things are damn shag now. But 10 years later when you think back about this period of time, the first thing on your mind is the fun you had, or the sufferings?

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Same context.

Knnbcb. HOD and teacher so big difference meh? Cannot talk to each other meh. Fucked up man.

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Scary

Clubbing is scary. Omg.

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4 Months.

I'll wait for 4 months. Maybe by then things would be different. :)

Butterfly Effect.

If there is a time machine, would you wanna change anything?

Vocation.

OMG WHICH VOCATION WOULD I BE DEPLOYED TO???

Self saboteur

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Conflict.

"Ultimately conflict is resolved by remembering why you are friends in the first place. Or by swallowing your pride. "

- J.D. From Scrubs

MO.

Most Retarded Thing.

Finally.

Finally I am not bored anymore. Haha.

12 days.

YAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

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Soar soar sore eyes.

Had this since Sunday. Gonna go mo tmr. If I nv go I scared I would go blind sia. Lol.

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Stages Of My Life 4. And Counting.

Read a blog from a friend somewhere, and saw these words, " Picture Tells A Thousand Words." Than i went to the folder in my computer labeled "My Pictures", and started looking through it. At different stages of my life, there is a point where i felt that without those friends, i might really die. But Every single time that happens, i conquered it and made new friends. As the Title of this blog is, It's like a cycle. I wonder who would be in "Stages Of My Life 5". I hope that i would not forget all these memories, these pictures that meant so much to me. It is all these pictures, all these people, who made me who i am today. The Kaisheng today would not have been the same, if without these people.

Somebody asked me this question a few years back. " If you had a time machine, would you want to change anything?" I hesitated back than. Because lets face it, at some point of our lives, we regret not doing something, and hoped for a time machine to correct that error.

But today, if that person asked me this same question, my answer would be, Hell No. I love these errors. Without all the stupid mistakes ive made, i would not met these people, would not be who i am today.

Just a super random post

Stages Of My Life 3.

Stages Of My Life 2.

Stages Of My Life.

Hobby/Interest.

I need one of these. Or simply something to do!!!!!!!! T_T

Sian.

7 days a week.
5.5 days in camp.
1.5 days left outside.

And most of the time i spend time planning who to go out with etc. fuck this.

Myself.

So it's me who left myself in such a shit situation. Not anyone. Me. Myself.

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Good.

Not exactly the kind of answer I am looking for, but good enough to make me move on. And I will.

Bleed.

" I bleed my heart out on this paper for you.
So you can see what I can't say.
I'm dying here cos I can't say what I want to. "

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Passion.

I actually thought that basketball was a chore. What is wrong with me? Passion passion where art thou.

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BORED

"Feeling bored? You should... Plan Big."
- Man's Health

SOMEONE PLZ GIMME SOMETHING TO PLAN.

Wth.

I know i love basketball, but basketball in gas mask. Manawuyia~

Fuck.

I don't want to go back.

YAY.

Yay! I am really out!!!

Oh Gawd.

Culture Shock. LOL

Change.

Has NS changed me, or has reality changed her? Or it's just that both of us grew up? Both of us had grown out of our kiddish shell, now planning to take on the world. I am glad that i still have 2 year to prepare and brace myself for the world.

Foresee.

"Try a google search for event management and special events and you'll come up with a bunch of them. Be forewarned... the pay is poor, the hours long, and turnover high."

Ho seh liao. My dream job seems like shit. This is bad.

Section 3

1301 Ben : OCS
1302 CK : 8SIR SEA Soldier
1303 Gab : Artillery Operations
1304 Omar : SCS
1305 Gil : SCS
1306 JianYong : Artillery Operations
1307 YH : Recce
1308 Fazli : 1SIR Rifleman
1309 Aziz : OCS
1310 Jacon : SCS
1311 Joel A : Combat Medic
1312 Clare : SCS
1313 Joel B : Armour Engineer
1314 Ks : SCS
1315 JunYang : SCS
1316 Jun : Armour Engineer

50% Command School. I am so proud of us.

My Favourite Kinda Picture

The Best Section At 'THE' Chalet!

Specialist Cadat School.

Aka Shag-Cannot-Think.

Last Night

Chalet, to me, chalet is a place where people who dont live together to experience living together under one roof. But for section 3's chalet, i dont feel the same anymore! :)

Chalet can oso mean fun through out the night. lol

KayS's Lunch Recipe 1

Main Course - KayS Meltz

2 Pieces Of Ham
2 Pieces Of Bacon
2 Pieces Of Cheese
2 Pieces Of Bread
BBQ Sauce
Mayo
Oven (5-7 minutes)

Drink - Spritgo

Mango With nata de-coco (40%)
Sprite (60%)

IMBA

Troy

Achilles: [to his men] Myrmidons! My brothers of the sword! I would rather fight beside you than any army of thousands! Let no man forget how menacing we are, we are lions! Do you know what's waiting beyond that beach? Immortality! Take it! It's yours!

Hector: All my life I've lived by a code and the code is simple: honor the gods, love your woman and defend your country. Troy is mother to us all. Fight for her!

Champion 2

"The title 'Champion' has a lot of things attached to it. People who trust you, people who look up to you, people who aim for you. All of their feelings, collect in your fists..."

-Takamura, Hajime no ippo

Champion

"Have you ever thought about the strangness of the rankings? Because even if you are number 1, the champion is still above you. You are number 1 and yet not number 1! Do you know why? The champion is just like it's name, it's special. No matter how bad of a condition he goes onto the ring in, a special power is granted to the king to overcome that. Open your eyes wide and watch my fight. I'll show you, the power of the king!"

- Takamura, Hajime no ippo

Future.

Many things can change in the future. But I hope that isn't one thing that would change.

Soc

SOC PASSED RAWR.

Ns is a period of 2 years where you have nothing to worry about.

Ns is a period of 2 years where you have EVERYTHING to worry about*

Today.

For once I don't wish for tmr to come. I wish to enjoy more of section 3.

Miss.

I am so going to miss 02/10 viper platoon 1 section 3.

I would miss the laughter I hear before I enter the room.
I would miss the cock password we set for entering our room.
I would miss everyone zapping aziz together.
I would miss gosipping about other people with them.
I would miss playing a virtual street fighter with ck.
I would miss having an excellent buddy 1313.
I would miss jacon's unique way of disturbing everyone and not lettin anyone have the opportunity to disturb him.
I would miss noparat.
I would miss disturbing Jun when he is asleep.
I would miss the super kind and always forgiving Joel a.
I would miss talking maple with gilroy.
I would miss so Many. So many. So many things.

I would miss section 3.

I miss.

I miss those days where i know everything about my friends. What happened to them, what they did, what they are about to do, and what they are doing. Now in NS, all i can do is hope that there is a slight chance that i can catch up with them on week ends.

I guess this is growing up for you. You lose touch with your close friends, and start to know more about completely new people.

It's like a fucking cycle.

Firstly when you just graduated from primary school, you entered an environment where you are very afraid to talk to people etc. And when you get a bunch of good friends, guess what? You have to move on! Poly, JC.

When you go to JC and attempt to make new friends, here comes A levels, that would screw up upside down and not giving you any chance to be with your friends.

And when A's is finally over, the country comes in and take you away from your friends and keep you in an environment where all the people around you are guys, and are facing the same problem as you.

After spending time and living together for 4 months, its time to move on again. Move on to unit, to sispec, to ocs.

I can see it already. A few months later i have to be seperated from my friends again, and 2 years later seperated from my army friends to go to U, 6 years later seperated from my U friends to go to work, and so on.

Its like a fucking cycle. And i hate it.

But sadly its something we all have to deal with. Something i quote from my old blog post.

"Change is scary, but its also inevitable. It is up to you to make the best out of it."

But right now its kind of hard for me to make the best out of it.

Oh gawd.

Omg. I didn't know that dancing in a club like place could be so damn high sia. Omg. I might love clubbing. Shit.

Weird.

It's weird how people only cherish things after they are about to lose them.

Memories.

I want to go back to that week...

From one trainwreck to another.

Passed ippt. But how the heck am I suppose to cut down 2 minutes from my soc. Lol

I Beg To Differ.

"Ns is 2 years in which you have no worries."

I don't think so.

2 Different Songs Which Feels The Same To Me.

Vienna, The Fray

The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in
We smile for the casual closure capturing
There goes the downpour
Here goes my fare thee well

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Only so many words that we can say
Spoken upon long-distance melody
This is my hello
This is my goodness

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
'Cause I'm already gone

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face

There's really no way to reach me
There's really no way to reach me
Is there really no way to reach me
Am I already gone?

So this is your maverick
This is Vienna

The Scientist, Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Help me.

It fucking hurts so much.

I Am So Happy I Am Here.

It's weird. 4 months pass by so quickly. Now I feel like I will miss them. Everyone of them.

Peng Ho
Chee Kian
Noparat
Omar
Gilroy
Jian Yong
Fazli
Yi Hao
Aziz
Jacon
Joel A
Clarence
Joel B
Jun yang
Jun

Section 3, 10/01, Viper

100 dollars.

Silver for ippt got 100 dollars? That's mine man.

Soc

Eh. Why is my tag still on? :)

Quote

Tough times don't last. Tough man do.

Standard obstacle course

Soc had brought a new meaning to the word shag.

Everybody's Changing

"Everybody's Changing"

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Everything's Changing

Ns Changes Everything.

Omniknight.

Ultimate cast.

我不挣扎反正我也没差

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差

Close combat instructor

I tried. People laughed at me. But I don't care. At least I tried. Those who laugh at me and ask me to quit are just jealous that I dare to pursue something I love very much even though I suck at it!! :)

原来我从未习惯你已不在我身旁

白杨木 影子被拉长
象我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁

Similiar Songs

五月天-如烟

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回憶滿天
生命是華麗錯覺　時間是賊　偷走一切
七歲的那一年　抓住那隻蟬　以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年　吻 過他的臉　就以為和他能永遠

有沒有那麼一種永遠　永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都　再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野　讓生 離和死別都遙遠
有誰能聽見

我坐在床前　轉過頭看　誰在沉睡　那一張蒼老的臉
好像是我　緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的　和 我深愛的　都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些　遺憾和眷戀　都化成最後一滴淚

有沒有那麼一滴眼淚　能洗掉後悔　
化成大雨降落在　回不去的街
再給我一次機會　將故事改寫　
或欠了 他一生的　一句抱歉

有沒有那麼一個世界　永遠不天黑　
星星太陽萬物都　聽我的指揮
月亮不忙著圓缺　春天不走遠　
樹 梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉　有誰能聽見

耳際　眼前　此生重演　是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑　
人間　瞬間　天地之間　下次我　又是誰

有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰　永遠不凋謝　
永遠驕傲和完美　永遠不妥協
爲 何人生最後會像一張紙屑
還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔

有沒有那麼 一張書籤　停止那一天　
最單純的笑臉和　最美那一年
書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水　
雙眼只有無猜和無邪　讓我們無法無天

有沒有那麼一首詩篇　找不到句點　
青春永遠定居在　我們的歲月
男 孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　
笑忘人間的苦痛　只有甜美

有沒有那麼一個明天　重頭活一遍　
讓我再次感受曾　揮霍的昨天
無 論生存或生活　我都不浪費　
不讓故事這麼的後悔

有誰能聽見　我不要告別
我坐在床前　看著指尖　已經如煙


100 Years - Five For Fighting

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose

15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Time.

I've spend too much time on you le. Now is the time for me to spend some quality time with myself. :)

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Woah.

"The Ability To Totally Destroy All The Effort Put Out By A Normal Person With Merely A Moment's Insight... That's What It Means To Be Talented!" - Takamura

Harsh? Yes
Scary? Yes
Makes Sense? Yes

Field Camp

The mountain made me appreciate the little things. :)

Sian 2

Thank you for applying to the National University of Singapore.

I regret to inform you that your application for admission to NUS has not been successful.

Tunnel vision

Focusing too much on something will make you neglect so many important things in your life. I've waken up already.

Wthhhh

Shuttle run : 10.0 (Gold)
Standing broad jump : 239 (Gold)
Sit ups : 40 (Gold)
2.4 km run : 11.30 (Silver)
Chin ups : 2 (Fail)

Wtfffffffffffffffffff

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Unfair

It is just unfair to treat something someone else treats like a treasure like shit. It's just unfair.

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The end

The end. That's just what it is. No matter how reluctant I am, it the end.

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Fuck man

Seriously?

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Sian

"Admission into SMU is highly selective and competitive. I wish to assure you that we have given you a full assessment of your overall talent profile. Based on this assessment, i am sorry to advise you that you have not been successful in your application for admission. "

Siannnn

Marksman NG

:)

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Hajime No Ippo

" Not everyone who works hard is rewarded. However, all those who succeeded have worked hard!"

MOVED ON

Cheers. Moved on le. :)

260410

Now.

Now I can move on. Seriously.

260410

WTF

What a Wtf day. LOL. Stunning. But Good...

First step of Giving Up. Check.

I don't want this but I guess I have to do this.

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed,
But I have loved you from the start.

190410

GU & MO

Guess Its Time To Give Up And Move On.

What Hurts The Most.

" What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do"

- What Hurts The Most By Rascal Flatts

Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder... Are all that I have done not enough?

170410

Why Won't You Give Up?

Cos if the only person that believe that it would happen stopped believing, it would never happen.

Stagnant

There are some things in the world in which even if you worked really hard for it, it still doesn't make a difference. No matter how hard you try, the outcome would still be the same, or things would remain the same...

Preparation

Preparation complete. Now 5 more weeks left. Muahaha.

Nightmare

Please don't go missing like that. Although this is a dream, it feels so real. Please. Do not take her away...

050410

That week

I miss that week badly.

050410

Strength

What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. Indeed.

060410

Time.

Time spent inside tekong seem to move so differently from time spent outside. I am so afraid of losing the time outside. I can only spend 2 days outside and thats 48 hours per week. Only 48 hours. Is it enough to allow me to do what i want, accompany the person i want to be with?

I am So Afraid. So Afraid that i might lose some one.

Pick Up Line.

"If i am able to rearrange the alphabet, i would put U and I together. "

Hail people. This came from Gabriel Noparat.

Just another song that was played at a special moment.

"But hold your breath, because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind, or I won't live to see another day. I swear it's true. Because a girl like you is impossible to find."

- Fall for you by second hand serenade

Dying

A commander said this before, " When you are so tired that you feel like you are dying, always remember that you are dying, not dead."

This actually is pretty inspiring isn't it? There are many angles to this sentence. It all depends on how you view it.

The Real You

Being in the army for 3 weeks, and having facebook'd my commanders, i have this weird question.

Who is the real you?

Some might say that its a stupid question, but well, i beg to differ. For students now, the student in front of the teacher, is definitely a different student when not in front of the teacher. An example would be the way you act in front of a teacher, would definitely be different from the way you act when talking to a friend. That makes 2 "you".

Some may say that this is due to respect for the teacher, but well, i have another scenario. In clique A of friends, you have to be the center of attraction, glueing the clique together, but in clique B, you are just a side kick as someone else is the center of attraction.

Reason i started thinking about this is that after spending 3 weeks in tekong, i see the commanders as a more-than-life status, as someone who is all the way up there, untouchable, but on facebook and friendster, they seem just like us. So which is the real them?

Which is the real me?

Male By Birth, Man By Choice

Said by a commander in BMTC. Super makes sense to me. Just because you have a dick doesn't mean you are a man. Being a man comes a long with many responsibility. I don't think i am a man yet. But i will try to become a man in army.

Working Hard.

99% hard work and 1% talent. i do not agree to that. Cos sometimes no matter how hard you try, or how much you work towards something, you never get what you want. This is something i thought of while slacking in the army. LOL

Ringing In My Head

Its amazing how several lines of a song can ring in your head for so long.

" The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly. "

- Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

Gastroentritis

Now i know that hes a bitch.

cdub ed

Cdub vilgehk jahd ouin yhkan uh sa zicd luc e ybbaym du dra fusyh i muja suna. Vilg, es zicd dnoehk du ved eh yht cinjeja eh drec namydeuhcreb. Kessa y pnayg syh.

That Night And Tonight

Why does tonight feel so long and that night seem so short? Its amazing how 2 things could be completely the same, yet distinctly different.

Pickle

Pickle, meant to be eaten. Not meant to be in.

I'm in a bit of a big pickle right now...

Good Question

Good question man.

Answering To Yourself

Dr. Cox: (emerging from the shadows) It's time. Sit down.
[J.D. sits]
Now what do you want me to say? That you're great? That you're raising the bar for interns everywhere?

J.D.: I'm cool with that.

Dr. Cox: Well I'm not gonna say that. You're okay. You might be better than that someday, but right now all I see is a guy who's so worried about what everybody else thinks of him that he has no real belief in himself. I mean, did you even wonder why I told you to do your own evaluation?
J.D.: I can't think of a safe answer, I just figured...

Dr. Cox: CLAM UP! I wanted you to think about yourself, and I mean really think. What are you good at? What do you suck at? And then I want you to put it down on paper. And not so I could see it, and not so somebody else could see it, but so you could see it. Because ultimately, you don't have to answer to me, and you don't have to answer to Kelso...you don't even have to answer to your patients, for God's sake! You only have to answer to one guy, newbie, and that's you! There. You are...evaluated. (tosses evaluation to J.D.) Now get the hell out of my sight. You honest-to-God get me so angry I'm afraid I just might hurt myself.

Why Won't You Learn?

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Rawr

The Higher You Fly, The More Painful It Is When You Fall

Posted by K at 8:46 PM 0 comments

5 Years.

5 Years later, we would take a look at the lost time, the memories that seemed so insignificant at that time. Would we look at it and laugh, laugh at the child we were back then, or would we cry, about how society had changed us so drastically.

By then we would want to pursue our past. But are we pursuing the past, the memories, or are we pursueing the 19 year old child that we had lost?

Something To Think About.

If you have a disease that would kill u 10 years later, and the operation to fix this disease, has a 70% chance of killing you, what would you do?

Would u go for the left turn, which guarantees you 10 years of life and being able to be with your love ones,

Or would u got for the right turn, which has a 30% chance of giving you a longer life, but also a 70% chance that you would die.

What would you do?

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Mount Everest

Put one foot in front of the other and you will eventually reach the summit.

RIP

RIP My laptop.

Together

"People who are meant to be together always find their way in the end"
- Brooke Davis From One Tree Hill

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Hints

Are those hints? Damn it. I am officially bad at getting Hints.

Trainwreck

From one trainwreck to another.

Omg.

Omg im a bad person. And i am starting to repel important people away from my life.

Saying this twice

Ross: My best friend is going out with my sister~~~

Solitude.

The man who fears Solitude. I'm so going to love Febuary.

Sweet In A Twisted Way

I Ross, Take Thee Rachel.

ClamShell, Literally.

Anyone who messes with me now, will receive an army phone thrown to the head. Always rmb that army phones are often reinforced with extra armour to be thrown around.

Moving on 2

The thing about moving on is, earth is round. You would eventually move to the same spot.

失心疯

我把二分之一的你交到他手中
就算失去自己也不在乎从不后悔失心疯陪我到老
我把二分之一的你藏在记忆里
看着你幸福摸样天使的笑就算再苦我也愿意

Monogamy Vs Accompaniment

Some people may be confused with these 2 terms. No doubt that the meaning of both overlaps at some places, but we MUST realize that these 2 things are not the same. In fact they are far from similar.

Prepaid Card

Hi Maple Prepaid Card. I Am Coming For You This Monday.

Friends.

Hi Ross And Rachel.

Rocky Balboa

"I'd hold you up to say to your mother, "this kid's gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid's gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew." And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You're my son and you're my blood. You're the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain't gonna have a life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfXw-E7HUq8

Moving On

I am attempting to move on.

Sitcom

Why can't life be like a sitcom. Friends who are always with each other. Even when things go bad you know that it is going to be fine in the end since it's a sitcom. Happy ending apparently is something very hard to be found in reality.

Illusion

I guess it's all my imagination.

She's Not Rachel

While collating the pros and cons of Rachel and Julie...

Chandler: Let's do Julie. What's wrong with her?
Ross: She's not Rachel...

Time Travelling

Henry: This thing i have is not always a curse
Henry's Father: Than why didn't you stop her from getting into that god damn car?
Henry: I would if i could. You know that. I watched her die hundreds of times. I can never get there in time to change it...

If you could time travel, would you want to go to the past or the future?

相信

不是因为是真的才相信
而是相信才会使真的

Ironic

When you study, you want to work.
When you work, you want to study.

Its a strange logic

Fatigue

My feet and muscles are put to the test.